Dear God
by: Daneva Tabingo

Dear God,
I hurt you in a way that i can never change, but im sorry for everything. i feel so unclean and far from you. i did the one thing that i told you i wouldnt do: i strayed away from you. It may have been a short time being away but i feel sooo far. Im sorry, and i wish i could go back in time and fix it. My heart does want you, i want you. But why does this world take me down?! why do i turn my back to you when you never turn your back on me? Tomorrow is friday. a youth night. i dont want to feel drained and out of place. i want to be near you! i dont know why i turned my back. it just made things worse! God, take me back to you oh Lord! i need you and i want to be filled with you. Your heart cries out for me, and my heart cries out for you! i need you God, so please take me back, and let me feel you! This season im going through is really tough, i know that its a test, but God! i messed up! this test, i know i was strong enough because of you, but i didnt trust you! i didnt hold on to you! God, help me through this! because its just breaking me apart. This trial is sappose to make me strong right God? well, please, strengthen me, and make me have more faith in you! This week has been so dreadful. being in school, and going through this trial. This world caught me. The devil caught me. But i turn to you right when he does God, because i know that you will take me back!______

God, thank you for comforting me. and showing me this:
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

i trust you Lord, and i give you my heart. =]